im so lonely.

ugh it's like am i that boring? can i not make conversation with people?

i guess i am picky with people. but why should i surround myself with people that bother me? the whole time i'm with them, i'm just thinking about how they're getting on my nerves. so i guess i would rather be alone. but the gemini in me needs to communicate. i wish i could just talk to someone about all of this but ughhh.

i dont mind being at home, but i can't go on like this. and i hate how once elissa finds someone new, she completely forgets about me.

i miss having someone that i'm really comfortable with.

i'm nervous to call people that i'm not too close with because i don't want the awkward silences.

okay i think ijust have a social problem